I Don't Understand

Hey..

I just wanna say that I'm not satisfied actually. Why do I always get mad at when she's not in the mood?Why can't I be mad at something that I don't like?I don't understand. My activity or my feeling seems to be controlled by someone. Not that I don't like it but sometimes I wish I can just express my feelings and people can accept that. I can only show my feelings when I'm alone by talking to myself or by crying in the toilet cause after that I can only smile and laugh. Pathetic isn't it?I think so too..

I may look happy on the outside but I seems to have too many conflict with my inner self. How much longer can I stand?I don't know but maybe this is what taught me to be matured. There is good and bad consequences handling with this matter. The good one is, I'm matured in most of the things that I do, the bad one, if I can't stand I may become a lunatic. Pardon me for my English, I think, I messed up some grammar.

Haha, here's another thing that I don't understand. Why women, some f it I mean, are so stupid? How can you have a relationship with someone who's already married and have kids and also didn't feel any guilt. Weird isn't it?I mean, you as a women, don't you feel insulted by it. I can't seems to understand this type of woman. I kinda hate this type of B***h. Guess what, I know a one of this B***h and that's why I'm writing about it.

I guess that's it for now. Again, pardon for the English. Here's a song for this post:

What Goes Around Comes Around
by Justin Timberlake

Hey Girl
Is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you, baby
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it(yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fate

Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
Yeah

cheers!! -live LIFE happily-