hey,
not in a good mood. Do you ever feel like, whatever you did was wrong?Do you ever feel like whatever you did always make others criticised you?well, that's what is happening to me now. It seems like, everything i do, did or done, never bring any satisfaction to people around me. Well, not everything but some. Sometimes I, myself, feel so useless. Ni buat salah, itu buat x betul. Balik awal salah, tak nak balik salah, you get what i mean?
Why can't i do something with my own satisfaction?Bila buat, ada orang complain, bila tak buat ada orang tanya?Ayoooo..Sometimes I get tired with it. Can't people just accept what I want to do?Am i that ignorant?Ayaa..I'm sad but yet I'm not. I'm in the middle really. What to do right. Everyone expecting more than you expect from yourselves. No worries, I guess I'm cool now. I will always hide my pain through smile and laughter, that's the best way to overcome it too.
Though I might be ignorant, clueless, dumb, and much much more that people think I am, I know my true self that I am not all that. Whatever come, I will go through with it. Accept every criticism, though I won't like it but that what makes me a better person. Though when I have nothing to do, I love to go home, and some say I won't survive when I started working, I'm going to prove them wrong. Doesn't mean that I love being at home, I can't work. When there's a work to do, I'm going to fulfill it. I'm going to perform the best!! It's not a suicide or it's not a crime on loving to be home, why is it when I want to go home early from Uni or from my attachment, it's like I'm committing a crime???Well, some people are perfect and some are not, and I guess I'm the other some. There's so much to learn in this world, and I'm going to learn each and evryone of it!!!
cheers!! -live LIFE happily-
not in a good mood. Do you ever feel like, whatever you did was wrong?Do you ever feel like whatever you did always make others criticised you?well, that's what is happening to me now. It seems like, everything i do, did or done, never bring any satisfaction to people around me. Well, not everything but some. Sometimes I, myself, feel so useless. Ni buat salah, itu buat x betul. Balik awal salah, tak nak balik salah, you get what i mean?
Why can't i do something with my own satisfaction?Bila buat, ada orang complain, bila tak buat ada orang tanya?Ayoooo..Sometimes I get tired with it. Can't people just accept what I want to do?Am i that ignorant?Ayaa..I'm sad but yet I'm not. I'm in the middle really. What to do right. Everyone expecting more than you expect from yourselves. No worries, I guess I'm cool now. I will always hide my pain through smile and laughter, that's the best way to overcome it too.
Though I might be ignorant, clueless, dumb, and much much more that people think I am, I know my true self that I am not all that. Whatever come, I will go through with it. Accept every criticism, though I won't like it but that what makes me a better person. Though when I have nothing to do, I love to go home, and some say I won't survive when I started working, I'm going to prove them wrong. Doesn't mean that I love being at home, I can't work. When there's a work to do, I'm going to fulfill it. I'm going to perform the best!! It's not a suicide or it's not a crime on loving to be home, why is it when I want to go home early from Uni or from my attachment, it's like I'm committing a crime???Well, some people are perfect and some are not, and I guess I'm the other some. There's so much to learn in this world, and I'm going to learn each and evryone of it!!!
cheers!! -live LIFE happily-
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