Saturday, 14 April 2007

Ever Wonder

hello..

Do you ever wonder living in a world full of shouting and quarelling and fighting all the time?Well, I'm in that world NOW. Not everyday it happens but it does happened. SOmetimes early in the morning people shouting at each other, scolding here and there. It's making me sick and bored from day to day. There's a peaceful somewhere, but we couldn't find it. Yesterday was fun. Everyday was happy. Today, this morning, not so fine, when people start scolding someone, and the other someone start scolding the other someone. So it just gets worst and worst.

Sometimes, I do feel like running away from this crazy world I'm leaving in, but hey, that's life. If everything just so perfect, then actually, it's NOT perfect. How did I handle all this shouting and fighting?Well, either crying or just play dumb or ignore everything. The best that I could do is, play dumb and listen to my mp3. Do you ever live in this kind of life?Do you ever wonder what is it like?Let me give you a bit taste of it. It's fun when everyone is fine with each other, laughing, having fun, playing with each other, it's like we're so close. But when the shouting begins, you will feel that you have a perfect family, where everyone is happy when it gets worst you feel like screaming to everyone and asked them to stop.

What I'm going through is fine actually. To think back again, there are other families much much worst than mine. So, to tell you the truth, I'm happy with my family. But when all the fighting begins, how I wish my dad was here. He will ease off all the pain and suffering I'm having. Every weekend we will go watch movie the whole family, eating lunch and dinner together. How cool was that?That's the story if my dad was still here. Things change when he's gone. Not everything though, just the weekend part. What a FUN life I'm having. But the good thing is, everytime each of us in trouble, family and friends are the first to help. Cut it short, I'm perfectly fine and happy with this life. Just wish the shouting and fighting does not happen frequently.

cheers!! - live LIFE happily-

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